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Post Midterm Bluesi'm stressed, depressed, and under-dressed,Post Midterm Blues by Alaminia
with sweats and sweets and what a mess.
a procrastinating pig-wallow of pity
and please not to mention i feel and look shitty.
It's that time in the Quarter when all seems now lost -
motivation, vacations, and all matching socks.
Went from 8 to a 4 with hair all askew
now I diet of ramen and flat Mountain Dew.
in past a clean room, clean desk, made-up bed
hair soft and done neatly on top of my head.
nails painted and primed and cared for and long
now ripped, chipped, and stripped and sadly all gone.
now hair a frizz ball tied tightly and pinned
and bed and desk cluttered with papers and bins.
distracted by shows and art projects forgotten-
then remember my work and of course i feel rotten.
but what to do when in a muddled, stressed funk
when all around you life puddles with junk
anything to do but what's needed gets done
then a sad train of thought halts the mind on the run.
nothing to do but to curl and cry
when you realize just half a Quart
The Reaper That is InsomniaI am not an early bird.The Reaper That is Insomnia by Alaminia
I am not a night owl.
I love my days and smile and laugh through them.
I love my nights and stay awake through them.
but I stay awake.
and when the smiling is done for the day and i sit quietly alone at night
i become a bat.
A crawler and lurker from the pits of my own mind.
i become alone.
The smile is saved to be used for the day
and the shallow breathing,
wane and dim expression settles itself in face.
Loneliness beats in every clock tick and heartbeat like an executioners drum.
Enjoy the days.
Because the nights are nightmares.
Even when there is no sleeping.
Favourite genre of music: Broadway? and anything but country. haha my music has jazz, classic rock, hard rock, classical piano and violin, soft rock, pop, rap, indie, musicals, and punk |
Favourite style of art: i love it all but i prefer fantasy stuff and looking at digital. i paint in watercolor and acrylic, draw in pencil
MP3 player of choice: don't have an ipod or anything. just listen to stuff on my computer/ipad wherever i go, and pandora
Wallpaper of choice: dA art
Skin of choice: mine? idk haha
Favourite cartoon character: Tweety Bird
Personal Quote: theres no such things as normal in a world of indaviduals